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31 December 2030 @ 02:19 pm
This journal is mostly public, very very few things are friended, and even then, they are locked so that only certain people can see them. It takes more than just friending me to get into my most personal business, so if you're just a random person I don't know, there might be a post or two you won't be seeing. If I don't want someone to see something, they won't be seeing it. I have my ways.

So feel free to friend for fic and a bit of randomness, I don't bite... hard. Okay, so that's totally a lie. >:D

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29 November 2012 @ 05:34 pm
Uhm, so I probably shouldn't even have the nerve to show my face here anymore considering I'm never here anymore anyway, but this post is just to announce that I now have an AO3 account (for those of you not following me on Tumblr). I've imported everything I've ever posted here (JESUS FUCK, SO MANY FICS, AGH) and added a couple of new fics (they're Supernatural ones, so if you're looking for new bandom, sorry). All my fics will be going there from now on.

Just wondering, though, if I do post new bandom, would anyone still like for me to post it here? Or at least a link?
Feeling: nostalgicnostalgic
Listening to: Panic! at the Disco - When The Day Met The Night
I haven't been on here in years, it feels like. Sorry about that. College is way more demanding than I ever imagined. Also, I have friends. Like, friends that want to hang out with me. All the time. THEY DON'T WANT ME TO LEAVE, GUYS. I LOVE THEM SO MUCH. T.T

Uhh, so updates. Spring semester is over (woo!) and summer break commences. I will be having top surgery on the 22nd - NO MORE CHESTICLES. I AM EXCITE. YOU GUYS HAVE NO IDEA. - so I'm going to have a lot of time on my hands, considering I can't do jack shit for 6 weeks. Maybe I'll actually get some fic done and posted like I promised. *facepalm* (Although I know several people want me to go places and such... I love having friends, you guys, seriously.)

On another note, my amazing wonderful you-guys-have-no-idea friends finally made me watch Star Wars this semester and I AM OFFICIALLY OBSESSED for those of you that don't follow me on Tumblr. So obsessed in fact I am writing fanfiction. And of course, knowing me, it's porn. Of Hayden Christensen and Ewan McGregor Anakin and Obi-Wan. Who would like to see that? Anyone? Anyone?

So yeah, I'm not dead. You'll probably be seeing more of me this summer.
Feeling: exhaustedexhausted
Listening to: my noisy keyboard
31 December 2011 @ 02:33 pm
Jeez, I haven't posted anything here in a while, huh? Whoops. Sorry guys, school kicked my ass this past semester (which is funny, cause even though I failed a class, I still made 4 A's), but I have a shitton of WIPs that I'm trying to finish. New Year's Resolution #1 is post more fanfic, so. Look out for that. Also, PS. I have a Tumblr that I use to mostly reblog things I find funny/relevant to my life. It's meiloslyther.tumblr.com if you'd like to check it out. :D

Well, this year sucked a lot less than previous years, at least. My grandmother has mostly recovered from breast cancer, but one of my great aunts developed cervical cancer, so yeah. Fun. Dad and I finally got to go to Wisconsin, but Dad told me not to tell ANYONE I was trans, so I had to pretend I was a girl. Ugh. Also, my grandpa is not doing well and may not last much longer. I still only have one friend here at home (Luke, I love you so much, and you will never even know) and, surprise of surprises, I'm single. Again. Like always.

But, I did have a lot of fun this year, despite all of that.

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Feeling: optimisticoptimistic
Listening to: Mankind Is Obsolete - Parasite
18 August 2011 @ 12:33 am
Err... I think I've been watching too much Queer As Folk. Ahem.

So fall semester is right around the corner (as in, I move in Sunday and classes start next Thursday, woo!), and I've been flipping my shit trying to work out financial aid (of which I'm getting a grand sum of jack and shit) and packing and everything else. The part that sucks is the days are moving by SO FUCKING SLOWLY. URGH.

Anyway, so aside from that, I have a date next week with a guy I met in the school's queer alliance. He's bi/pansexual, smart, funny, sexy as fuck, and he's the most rude and offensive asshole I've ever met. Yes, you read that correctly. He's offended my trans brother, Jeffrey, by telling him he likes to fuck trans boys because they have nothing to fuck him with. He's also said other blatantly offensive things about trans people, some of them practically to my face. Also, he's royally pissed off my bff Amber with his charming wit and scathing sarcasm. Why he's so interested in me is beyond me, because I've pretty much stayed just out of arm's reach with him.

Why I'm so fucking attached already is even more of a mystery. He is literally the last person I should be fooling around with, and yet, I can't seem to stay away from him. Every time he says something offensive, I can only be mad at him for so long. I'll talk to him later and he just makes me smile with his intelligence, the way he can find meaning in everything. Sometimes, he's even downright sweet and romantic, in his own little way.

Fuck. I just realized something. He's the motherfucking Brian Kinney to my Justin Taylor. Fuck fuck fuck fuck.

On another, more positive note, I uh. I've been trying to write. Kinda sucking at that right now. I'm just... really uninspired. Stress and all. Hopefully I can pull myself together soon.
Feeling: stressedstressed
Listening to: the air conditioner humming
14 August 2011 @ 11:39 pm
Title: I'll Do Anything For You (No, Really) [s/a]
Author: meiloslyther
Rating: PG
Pairing: Rydon
POV: 3rd, Brendon-centric
Summary: Ryan gets sick and Brendon worries.
Word Count: 1,602
Disclaimer: If this happened, I want videos. But I highly doubt it, because it came from my brain, which is kind of cray-cray from all the word dust. So if you Googled yourself to get here, you should probably hit the back button RIGHT THE FUCK NOW.
Beta: ezdeeppornkittn
Author Notes: Holy shit, I'm still writing Rydon? Amazing. A little something based off of a short interview where the guys talk about showering. Dedicated to slashxmistress for introducing me to that video. Also, thank you aholelabledlove for encouraging my crazy ideas, as usual.

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Feeling: lazylazy
Listening to: Insane Clown Posse - Who Asked You | Powered by Last.fm
31 July 2011 @ 07:46 pm
Title: Make Me Lose My Breath [s/a]
Author: meiloslyther
Rating: NC-17
Pairing: Ian/Spencer (SPIAN. WHUT.)
POV: 3rd, Spencer-centric
Summary: When an innocent wrestling match turns into something… kinky. Breathplay.
Word Count: 2,114
Disclaimer: If this happened, I want videos. But I highly doubt it, because it came from my brain, which is kind of cray-cray from all the word dust. So if you Googled yourself to get here, you should probably hit the back button RIGHT THE FUCK NOW.
Beta: ezdeeppornkittn
Author Notes: So yes, this was for my love, Ashley (ezdeeppornkittn), because of her incessant requests for Spian and breathplay, and because I apparently write it so well. And after she told me it was perfect, I decided to post it as well, ha.

Crossposted everywhere, so if you see this multiple times... well, I'm not sorry, haha.

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Feeling: happyhappy
Listening to: My Chemical Romance - I Never Told You What I Do For A Living
06 July 2011 @ 10:58 pm

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Feeling: deviousdevious
Listening to: Mindless Self Indulgence - Tight | Powered by Last.fm